Even if it’s joking that shit still hurts.

Even if it’s joking that shit still hurts.
Sometimes i just want to say fuck it, I’m done with this shit, but then i take a moment and ask myself why do i give up now.
When someone gives up on you so many times and they still stick around. Please stop what you’re doing and take a moment think about it why. Once You let go that opportunity you can never can get it back. Value what you got in front of you.
Feeling of disappointment when your phone vibrates but it’s not who you expected it to be.
Yes you’re amazing pretty and what not, but you could never find someone that actually truly cares about you and love you like i do. Because if you did, you wouldn’t got into different of relationships.
When the person you like, they took forever to reply you, you start wondering what they’re doing, and when you find out that they’re talking to someone else. The pain it cause, they can never understand it but yourself.